Saturday, June 26, 2010

You've Got To Put On That Party Dress

You could almost feel the sensation that it was more than coincidence that made Anne Heisig walk down Schillerstrasse that night. And it almost seems like there was something more than simple musical interest that made her stop and listen to us. And there was must have been something more than courage that made her cross the street and begin one of the best friendships I’ve ever had.

It’s almost hard to fathom that I’ve known this girl for less time than items still in the news as “current events.” And it feels like the things she’s showed me – India Arie, a TV program out of the DDR known as “Sandmann,” a significant appreciation for Tracey Chapman – are all things that I’ve liked for all my life.

After I would finish my homework in the afternoon, I’d go back to the bench at which we first met, and we’d use whatever ragtag assortment of instruments we could throw together to have as much fun as possible for the next 6-8 hours. In total, we used three different guitars, three different harmonicas and a violin. We performed on Schillerstrasse, at Fete de la Musique, at Blaue Nacht, on Windischenstrasse, and in front of as many bars and restaurants as was allowed.

The songs that belonged to us were Mary Jane's Last Dance by Tom Petty and Gimme One Reason and Revolution by Tracey Chapman. Over the course of less than a week, we grew attached to those songs and just the simple act of playing whatever came to mind for hours at a time.

Of course, after playing music and making whatever meager money we could, it would be time to explore Weimar's crazy nightlife, ranging from smokey hole-in-the-wall bars full of college students to smokey hole-in-the-wall bars full of young adults. Of course, there was always also my favorite activity of spending hours talking to Anne and her friends Maria and Stefanie until the sun began to come up at 3 in the morning and we'd all walk home.

Or last night, when we all went to a slightly less smokey salsa club and Anne taught me to dance salsa until the sun came up at 3 in the morning.

Today was the last day I might ever see Anne Heisig. I met her at our bench on Schillerstrasse. We played our songs and didn't make any money, but it didn't matter. Anne was leaving for France today and I for Dresden. In our last two hours, we practiced our tradition of getting Doeners, then we walked all the way to the Weimar Hauptbahnhof (main train station). I had dozens of opportunities along the way to take the bus back toward Ehringsdorf and get packed, but every second I spent would never be able to be spent again.

Strange - Weeks ago, when I was worried about leaving for Germany, I had a dream in which I met a girl. It was frantic- I was running from a gang or something at the time for some reason, but she started running too. After a long time of talking while flat-out sprinting (isn't it great how you don't get exhausted in dreams?), I asked her what her name was.

"Hannah heiss ich."

That phrase (Hannah is my name) sounds almost exactly like the name Anne Heisig pronounced in German.

I was relieved when I missed my bus back from the Weimar Hbh. I had another 15 minutes to see Anne off. I put my bag down, took her hands, and hugged her. She told me she'd think of me whenever she hears a harmonica. She hugged me tighter. I kissed her on the cheek. We came out of the hug and I gave her the flower. She took my hands and I looked into her light blue eyes, and with a smile and sort of a half-wink, through tearing eyes, she said "Mach's gut."

Last week, I found my heart on a bench on Schillerstrasse. But this morning, I watched it leave on a train for France. As I sit on the train to Dresden, writing this, I can almost feel specifically the fact that she took these tracks just hours before. But right now, I'm looking forward to getting a guitar in Munich and playing those songs again. Anne may have taken a little of my heart, but she let me keep my soul.

Monday, June 21, 2010

Nightfall will be Coming Soon


Ladies and gentlemen, I’ve fallen in love.

Four days ago, I sat on a bench in the inner city of Weimar, thinking to myself. I couldn’t shake the feeling that I, unlike the other people on the trip, seemed to be incapable of having a good time. Sure, I’d been able to go out anywhere in the city whenever I wanted to, or surf the internet (when I’m actually able to connect), or even go out and play music in the street and make some money. But it seemed like time after time, I was just passing the time until my next session of sitting alone on my bed, trying to figure out why I’d come to Germany to study in the first place. And let me tell you, those sessions started happening far too often.

Last Thursday, I found myself sitting on a train to Berlin, with two harmonicas in my pocket and Otis Taylor playing bluegrass from my iPod. To be honest, I was not looking forward to spending the next four days in Germany’s capital, taking an average of 4 tours per day and getting along in a city I’d heard was full of much meaner people than Weimar. After all, if I may quote my last post: “In my first seven seconds in Berlin, I managed to get yelled at for talking about polka music stand in the way of a train full of commuters…”  Naturally, after that first day, I was not expecting to have a very good time.

The next day, I made plans to visit my friend from elementary school through high school, Kylie Gregory, who was also staying in Berlin for the summer. But I sort of had my reservations at first. In the past, when I’ve been with Kylie, I’ve sometimes felt that I had to be different from my usual self in order to keep up with her. You know how some people are fun enough that you sometimes feel the need to be more exciting than usual in order to stay appealing? Well, my more-down-than-usual emotional situation over the past few months combined with the fact that I hadn’t seen Kylie in perhaps an entire year made me a little apprehensive.

Be aware that this is the same Kylie with whom I explored the cities of Nürnberg and Munich two years ago, as part of my high school’s exchange program.

 Pictured: Kylie and me in Munich, 2008

I called Kylie on Friday evening. As soon as she answered the phone and said “hello Rob” in a voice I didn’t realize I missed nearly as much as I did, I knew my expectations would be wrong. We met in a café- let me interject here and say that the text editor I’m using automatically put the accent over the e; I didn’t go out of my way to put it there, Hana- near my hostel. I got her a rose from a woman selling flowers in the Prinzlauerberg area (which pretty much died by the next day, sadly) and we met the girl selling coffee behind the counter. She was a blonde girl with a German mom and a French dad, and she managed to make the best drinks ever for us. The next stop was a Thai restaurant in the Kreuzberg neighborhood, where our waiter became an extremely good friend for the weekend. His name is Ali. He’s a Pakistani student who speaks German with barely any accent, but English with a much more noticeable one.  We ate samosas and drank two Mojitos and a Mai Tai total.

But the thing that Kylie did after that was what kept making the difference all weekend. She never made any plans. As soon as we left the Thai place, I was sort of surprised by her question of “where do you want to go next?” Honestly, I’m not much of a party person at home. But I would have loved to embrace any new way of life for the weekend, so I did.

We went to a Korean restaurant next.

It was here that I decided to take out my notebook and start documenting things so I could write about it later. As the night went on, for some reason, my handwriting tended to get more and more illegible…

“Things to Remember (in Berlin) 6/18/10-6/21/10
-Things ordered:
                -Korean Princess
                -Thing that starts with S
                -Bibimbap
-Sat in the red section
                -like a bordello
                                Bordello = bad place
                -Kylie wrote that ^
                -Kimchi with cabbage, bean sprouts, cucambers, I’m a little this
-Kylie: “Honest people come from good roots
                -didn’t mean it abot momya”

And from later in the night, when the notebook was used to both document and make sure I didn’t get lost somewhere in Berlin late at night:

“Orianienstrasse @ Adelbertstrasse
Berlin Ubahn is like MARTA but more crowdeder. People are a bit nicer. Even at 2 AM still a lot of people.
Alexanderplatz aussteigen
U2 bis zum Pankow Station”

The next night, I went to Kylie’s apartment in Schoeneberg. We sat on her balcony and drank wine and played harmonica for hours. Then we walked to a Chinese takeout place on her corner (awesomely called Ding Dong) and got the smallest order of spring rolls. Then later to a Mexican restaurant, where we shared an appetizer and met a pair of Germans sitting next to us.

 Pictured: Kylie and me in Berlin, 2010

And last night, Kylie and I started at a cheap sushi place (sake is awful), then returned to the Thai restaurant and visited Ali again, then to various bars, and finished by singing Leonard Cohen’s “Hallelujah” in two-part harmony on some street corner and getting joined by a group of Tajikistani people for an impromptu street party before the sun started coming up.

I’ve come to re-realize that in life, the most wonderful things happen when they’re least expected. Would anyone ever have guessed that in the middle of a bit of a hard time in my life, out of nowhere, I would have one of the best weekends of my life with one of my oldest and best friends on Earth, in the middle of a foreign city 5000 miles from my home, without making any plans at all? That’s the part that leaves the biggest impression on me. All through the weekend, Kylie Gregory and I had absolutely no plans; something I’m not extremely accustomed to. We would let things happen as they came, and I could never want it to have turned out any better. To again quote my notebook, in one of the less legible sections: “I can’t remember the last time I’ve been this happy. You managed to take me out of this ditch I’ve been in, and for the last few days, lift me up to the top of the world.”

Ladies and gentlemen, I’ve fallen in love.

In love with Berlin, and thanks to one of my best friends, if things keep going this way, in love with life again.

Thursday, June 17, 2010

Looking Down from her Hotel Room

You know you're oblivious when your professor has to tell you about the girls who were checking you out in the hall.

Aaaaaaaaand... first night in Berlin!

I'm staying in a hostel called East Seven. Like the name suggests, it's in a pretty bad section of East Berlin. Bad section as in don't go out alone bad. I'm considering taking the U-Bahn down to Schoenberg in a little bit to visit a friend of mine though. But it's okay, because the closest station is just two blocks away.

So, the music store affairs continued rather smoothly. I returned the next day and made sure NOT to ask the owner how he was doing. It worked out a lot better for me this time - he didn't seem to remember me from the previous day, and I more clearly clarified what I meant by "test out" the guitars. Apparently the owner thought I meant I wanted to meticulously look over every single one for dust and scratches. Which, on a normal day, I'd be absolutely fine with... but I was in a hurry that day. So I just bought a harmonica (Hohner Blues Harp MS, for those of you keeping score at home) and tested two of the guitars. Lemme tell you... for a 200 euro guitar, one of the ones I played sounded and felt AMAZING. It's by Yamaha, but I can't remember what kind. I'll have to go back and check, then see if I might be able to find one in Munich for the same price.

Speaking of guitars and harmonicas, Joshua Gloster and I went out busking for the first time last night. First of all, we must have gone out at like 9 PM on a Wednesday. Let me tell you something. When's the last time you saw something that was empty? And I mean empty?You may be thinking to yourself: "why, surely he can't mean the streets were literally empty, i.e. devoid of all matter. That just wouldn't happen given the governing characteristics of density equilibrium in the universe, let alone on Schillerstrasse in Weimar." Well I'll have you know, sir or madam, that you're DEAD WRONG.

If I may introduce a picture to prove my point:

Pictured: Schillerstrasse on a Wednesday night.

Even with the complete lack of matter and energy hanging around, Josh and I still managed to find a bench, play blues for 3 hours, and make 13 euros. And that brings me to my next point: The world needs more people like Anne Heisig. Who is that, you might ask?

It was dark. The road was a ribbon of moonlight tossed upon the purple moor leading to Weimar, Germany. Anne Luise Heisig was walking up the street. Her shadow played tirelessly in the empty store windows, fighting for space with the gnarled black cloaks cast by the willow trees overhead. Schillerstrasse is an empty place on a Wednesday night, but for Anne, it was just another evening. Except for one thing.

Without warning, the soft sounds of a blues guitar began to ring out in the distance. Anne's ears perked up. Was soll das denn? she thought to herself. Kein Musik gibt es auf Schillerstrasse, besonders nicht um mittwoch Abend! She increased her pace, her heart starting to pound. The sound of the music became louder. And then a second sound joined in: what sounded to Anne like a Hohner Blues Harp MS in the key of C (of course, modulated to G in cross-harp) playing over the guitar! Was ist das denn? Anne thought to herself. Das Geräusch... es klingt, als ob jemand einen Hohner Blues Harp MS spielt, C-Dur (natürlich ins G-Dur in Cross-harp umgewandelt). She walked faster.

And then... she saw them. Two dashing gentlemen, the one playing harmonica slightly more dashing and better-dressed, of course, and just an all-around great guy,  playing the guitar and harmonica. Anne stopped walking. She let the sound of blues wash over her, creating a metaphor that would only be described and analyzed in a middle school literature book, the kind that the teacher would always leave in the desks so you wouldn't have to put them in your locker, but citing the excuse that the county just doesn't give the teachers enough literature books, and the ones they do have are in really bad condition anyway but the new edition is scheduled to come out next year so there's no point in buying a brand new set right now.

Anne took a seat on the bench across the street from the two buskers and listened for the next twenty minutes. By the time they ran out of awesome busking power, Anne was inspired. The guitar player, Josh, walked away to find a bathroom. Anne walked up to the harmonica player and asked to play a song with him. They played music for the next three hours. And made 13 euros. Not bad.

Man, for someone studying in Weimar, I certainly have a lot of traditionally American things in my possession.

Pictured: some of the things in my room.

And then today was the train ride to Berlin. They say that in the first 7 seconds of meeting someone, you've already gotten a first impression. Well, in my first seven seconds in Berlin, I managed to get yelled at for talking about polka music, stand in the way of a train full of commuters, and agree to start drunken brawls in as many places as possible (double points for museums and art galleries). Oh, and tonight, we went to a cabaret.

Let's talk about that.

Now, for those of you who have not attended the... thing... I attended tonight, let me say that it opens up a whole new world of awesome. Imagine 8 French acrobats, a few ropes, a pulley system, a bunch of ribbons, and the world's greatest light and sound crew. Now throw in free drinks and a ridiculously emotional storyline, and you might come close to what I experienced tonight. It's amazing what a well-trained French acrobat girl can do with a rope hanging  40 feet from the ceiling.

Off to sleep now. I have to go on 12 tours in the next 3 days. I don't know if I'm annoyed or excited by that fact. Furthermore, Joey Slater is a super dude. Nothin' Better.

Monday, June 14, 2010

She's Standing in her Underwear

Today I went out with two goals:

1. See what harmonicas are sold at Musikhaus Plickert.
2. Blend in.

Within about fourteen seconds of entering the store, I had almost ruined one of them, and completely annihilated the other. Here's about how it went:

(all dialogue in German)

Store owner: Hello.
Me: Hello, how are you?

BIG MISTAKE. No matter how many times I'm taught, I don't think I'll ever learn that it's not a good idea to ask someone in this country how they're doing. You see, in the good ol' USA, we're very well-versed in the art of "small-talk" (or in German, and I'm not kidding, "small talken"). However, here in Germany, it's all business, all the time. So even though we'd been over this very topic in class the entire week before, my automatic reaction to someone saying hi is to ask how they're doing. The instant this happened, I knew I had pretty much ruined any chance of blending in for today. So naturally, his reaction was to look at me like I was the most insane, unstable criminal on Earth.

Store owner: ...Uh.... I'm... doing alright. You doing okay?
Me: Er, yeah. Um, I'm looking for harmonicas.
Store owner: Oh, I have a Hohner at home.
Me: Oh, do you like it? (Note: I said "gefällt er Ihnen" which literally means "do you like him." This is because pronouns in German take the gender of whatever they're describing. I assumed "Hohner" was a masculine noun, because it ends it "er.")
Store owner: looks at me like I'm insane again What?
Me: Do you like it? (I used the neutral pronoun "es" this time.)
Store owner: The Hohner?

It continued like this for a few seconds, before I finally gave up and asked him stupidly if he liked harmonicas.

Me: So, I'm trying to do some research before I buy one. Have you got any?
Store owner: Yeah...?
Me: Could you show me some?
Store owner: ...Yes.
I walk over to the showcase with harmonicas in it. He stays completely where he is. Keep in mind that the showcase door is closed and the harmonicas are all in individual cases, where I can't see them.
Me: So... could I just, like, take one out?
Store owner: No. That's not a self-service case. That's for me to open.
Me: Okay.
We stand silent in the store for a second or two, then he slowly begins to walk over to the case. He opens it.

At this point, I basically felt embarrassed as I looked at the types of harmonicas inside their cases and wrote down their names and prices while he watched over me like a hawk.'

Me: Okay, thanks very much.
Store owner: Yeah. Is there anything else?
Me: Would be possible to test out some of those guitars? I'm semi-interested in buying one while I'm here.

Note: This is true. The acoustic guitars in the store are ridiculously cheap.

Store owner: Test one? No. You can buy one. You can't test one.
Me: O...kay.
I waited for a little bit just to see if he was kidding or something.
Me: Bye then. 

I really don't know if I'm just an awful person or something. I'd love to know how I can not feel like a piece of scum when shopping for musical instruments. Oh well.


So today was the trip to Kahla GmbH. They make porcelain things. The process is crazy long. One of the machines that really impressed me was this robotic arm that handled and cleaned fragile porcelain cups. I feel that any attempt by me to do the same task would probably end up with an ocean of shattered porcelain flooding the factory in all directions. Just one cup. Conservation of matter doesn't apply to my breed of clumsiness.

I had a bunch more to say. It's too late now. I have a test tomorrow. More later.

Diego Hoyos

What a man.

Sunday, June 13, 2010

Pigeons Down on Market Square

June 12, 2010. Weimar, Germany.
It's a dark morning. The heavy clouds roll overhead toward the east as black birds take roost on lonely telephone lines. A soft, soft rain starts coming down, causing tiny ripples in the puddles on the side of the road. A set of bicycle tires flies across the surface. Two walls of water soar out in opposite directions. The bicycle is gone before the walls collapse.

Down the road, the bicyclist is pedaling as hard as possible. He flies heroically over twigs and leaves, his wake disturbing their relatively peaceful morning. With an upward push, he jumps over a small drainage ditch and lands with a small skid on the other side. He crests a hill and begins down the other side. The loose rocks and gravel make for a dangerous descent. A quick downshift and a tap of the rear brakes throws the back tire out beside him. He skids around a turn. He leaves a cloud of dust behind him as he speeds off into the wilderness.

The identity of this dashing, extremely attractive dude?
What a man. What a bicyclist. He's my hero.

Okay, so I wasn't alone for the ride. And it probably wasn't nearly as heroic as I made it out to be. But it certainly was a lot of fun. We rode about fifteen miles out to some lake in the middle of nowhere. The plan was to go swimming, but the it turned out the lake was far too dirty for anything (other than nightmares) to exist in it. So we rode back, but I stopped by a music store on the way. The plan for tomorrow is to get a harmonica and hit the streets with a guy named Bobby and his guitar. Tomorrow is when we start earning millions.

Anna Myer needs to use the sparse internet. I'm handing over the ethernet cable. More later.

Friday, June 11, 2010

What's this "internet" thing I'm connected to?

So... strangest thing. For the last two days, I've been able to get fairly reliable internet access. In my room. Can you believe it? That's where I am now! Before the connection explodes, I'm gonna put up those pictures of the tortellini. Ready?
I had another picture, but I think Blogspot might have eaten it.

Anyway, remember how I said I said we'd see how those dark circles under my eyes would turn out? Well yesterday morning, out of nowhere, a blitzkrieg of congestion invade my nose like it was Poland in 1938. It was so sudden that I actually got shocked. Like, the kind of shocked that happens when a really loud noise happens right next to you. Except instead of a loud noise, it's a lot of mucus, and instead of right next to you, it's in your nose. But by the end of the day, it was gone. I'm pretty sure my nose just realized I was out of the country or something and decided to throw a hissy fit. But it got over it. We're fine now.

Let's see... Since my last post, I've taken two quizzes, and I got a 95 on one of them. The other one was taken this morning, so I don't know how I did yet. But I did have

OH HELLO DOGGIE DOG. YOU ARE A BIG DOGGIE. YES YOU ARE A BIG SWEET PUPPY DOGGIE. OH HELLO THERE.

That doggie let me pet him. He was a big sweetie. Anyway, like I was saying, I did have a presentation on Michael Schummacher today.

After school today, I went home and started farting around with the computer, trying to make the interface between the computer and the iPod better. I refuse to use iTunes, but in exchange for that, I have some ghetto methods for putting music on it. It seems to have to change every time I want to update my music. But I feel my iPod has character due to it. Well, after I had to wipe the iPod's harddrive of all the music and start re-adding it, I decided it was a good time to go for a walk.

So I stopped the transfer of songs, and I walked.

And I walked, and I walked, and I kept walking until I didn't know where I was, then I walked some more. And then the road turned into a field of wheat, and then the wheat field turned into a gravel path, and then that turned into a dirt path, and that turned into a muddy path, and eventually I found myself in the middle of a forest, but I kept walking. And that led me to a dirt road with a huge, towering railroad bridge overhead, probably about 200 feet. And at the base of the bridge, next to a pylon, was a memorial to a boy who died there some time ago. I had a moment of silence, and then I saw a "path" (I used this term in the loosest possible meaning) leading up to the top of the bridge. I put it in quotes because the angle of the path relative to the horizon was between 45 and 70 degrees all the way up. I had to hold onto narrow tree trunks going up it. It took me a few minutes, but I managed to make it up the 200 vertical feet to the top. And it was very much worth it.

The railroad bridge crossed over the river Ilm on the very east side of Weimar, going north-south. I started walking north over the bridge. The concrete turned into loose stones after I crossed it, and it started reminding me of the epic adventure I took with Joey Slater in Atlanta one day. I walked for about thirty minutes and eventually reached a railroad depot, at which point I decided I should probably get back to civilization. So I hopped a fence and found myself in the middle of a street in some suburb north of Weimar. After wandering around for a few minutes, I saw a sign that pointed me in the direction of something I recognized. And on the way there, I found a music store that had some super nice European harmonicas. Yeah, I need to get one.

I love getting lost.

Wednesday, June 9, 2010

Wie mach ich ein 'et'?

I'm again sitting in the computer lab at the BUW. I was trying to log into the blogspot to make this post, but in order to do that, I would of course have to enter my email address. Now, under normal circumstances, this would be a relatively easy task, right?

NOT IN GERMANY.

So I sat there, staring at the keyboard, looking like an idiot for a few minutes. I was looking for the @ key. It certainly wasn't in its patriotic American place, at the shift-2 position. Oh no. It wasn't even at the shift-anything position. I considered asking the person next to me, but at the risk of looking less computer-literate than a sleeping cat, I decided to stick it out.

So there I sat, probably drooling or something, looking for the @ key. It wasn't in any of the obvious locations, like around where the enter key is. It wasn't near the number pad or up on the top-left near the tab key or anything. I was about to give up when the familiar @ sign caught my eye- on the Q key.

What?

Yes, there it was, on the bottom-right corner of the Q key, printed in slightly lighter ink. I was a little surprised to find it there, but even more surprised to try to figure out the meanings of the various function keys on the keyboard. Alt-Q didn't work, neither did Strg-Q. Or Einfg-Q, or Entf-Q, or Little Oblong Circle Thing-Q. But the last one, Alt Gr-Q, made the @ sign appear. Duh, I should have known to use the Alt Gr key. I guess I really am computer illiterate.

Here are some more entertaining and annoying facts about the German keyboard:
-quotations are made with shift-2
-the caps lock key has a down-arrow on it for some reason
-the Y and Z keys are switched (why?)
-it is more natural to type $ than € (Alt Gr must be used for the euro sign)
-the hyphen key is in the top-right, which makes it very annoying to make these bullet points
-ß, ? and \ are all on the same key, and are accessed through the Alt Gr and Shift keys
-ä, ö and ü are keys, which makes it much easier to do homework assignments, and my personal favorite,
-there exists a ^ key, but the ^ only shows up if you type two in a row, and even then, it shows up as ^^. I had to backspace one of them each time I typed it in the last sentence. This leads me to believe that the Germans have an unhealthy obsession with annoying Japanese emoticons. ^_^

I will now type using the same key locations I'm used to. The following is a story I made up on the spot:

Anna Amalia was a small child growing up in the town of Weimar, Germanz. At the age of 10, she became the queenäs aide, and at 14, a maidservant. But whz do I write about this_ Because of one thing that was said to meÖ ÄRob, I want zou to tell mz storz. ^_^ To all who read zour blog.Ä I made that promise to the maidservant =who at the time was 16?. I wonder if ömaidservantö should be tzped ömaidßservant.ö ^_^

All that typing about Anna Amalia reminds me that I have to be at the Anna Amalia Bibliothek at 3:45 this afternoon. Lemme find out where it is...

Okay, it's not too far from the house. Maybe a ten-minute walk.

Weird keyboards aside, the recent past has been going alright. A conversation with someone in a bar the other night inspired me to try my hand at cooking. So yesterday, I bought a bunch of dough, spinach and cheese along with pesto stuff. And over the next 45 minutes or so, I made tortellini. And it was really, really good. Perhaps I'll give this "cooking" thing a try. I have pictures of it, too! Unfortunately, I'm in the computer lab without my laptop, which has the card reader for my camera. So I'll post those as soon as I get back to the house.

I slept so much yesterday, but I was still tired this morning. Dr. Cothran noticed I looked pale in class today and said I had dark circles under my eyes. I think I always do. I don't feel sick or anything though. We'll see how this turns out.

Off to the house now to eat an orange! I have a bag full of 'em.

Also: I called somebody who asked me for directions 'broseph' today in a German accent without thinking about it. In honor of the Germans' obsession with anime-style emoticons, O_o.

Tuesday, June 8, 2010

A new source of Internet!

I'm sitting here in the computer lab at the Bauhaus-Universität Weimar, where they have internet access on their desktop computers. Last night I spent about two hours in the library trying to download Cisco's VPN client from the BUW website. Unfortunately I have a 64-bit OS, and the only version put out by Cisco is a 32-bit version. So I downloaded a virtual machine and sort of attempted to run XP on it, but then I realized I didn't have the XP install files or anything. So I gave up. Fortunately the internet started working at the house again last night, but now I have another place to work!

The weekend was interesting. On Saturday, we took a bus to Naumburg and visited the northernmost winery in the entire world. You don't understand just how perfect the surroundings were. Like, take any movie that includes a vineyard. Let's say... The Parent Trap with Lindsay Lohan. Remember how it was all bright and terracotta and everything? Exact same deal here. And like, the people who worked there were all attractive. Almost too attractive. Even the guy who gave us the tour. Now, I'm not generally one for judging how guys look, but I could tell that this guy was extremely good-looking.

Quick interruption... this girl just came in and noticed I had my water bottle in front of the computer next to me, so she asked really loudly who it belonged to. I was also sitting in the chair that belonged to the computer station next to me because I was moving around and helping people install the VPN client earlier. I said (very politely) that it was mine, and then I apologized and gave her the chair I was sitting in. She just rolled her eyes and mumbled something. Now was that necessary?

Anyway, the guy at the vineyard made me just feel embarrassed to be there. But after I got over that, there was a wine tasting. I'm not gonna lie and say the "palate" of one was different from another or the "bouquets" were very fine or what have you... to be honest, they all tasted pretty much like wine. Except for the last one, which tasted like really sweet wine. At the end of everything, I bought something for someone who follows this blog, so I won't say what it was. But it's really nice.

Oh, excuse me, girl next to me. I'm sorry my water bottle was a centimeter to the right of where you wanted it. Thanks for moving it just now.

So then on Sunday we took a train to Erfurt. I rented a bike and rode along the Saale river for an hour. And many tours were had, and much gaeity was shared by all who attended.

Today is just not a day for writing a blog post. I've been pretty down all weekend and I'm totally not focused on this. I'll write more later.

Sunday, June 6, 2010

The Internet

The Internet: Invented in 406 BC by Formethius of Delphi, it has become a staple of our everyday lives. But the Germans, first having heard of it in 1907, have not updated their hardware since 1908. As a result, I'm working with steam-powered routers and the like. I'll be able to upload an actual post when something gets with the times.

Friday, June 4, 2010

Title of the song; naiive expression of love.

Hmm, writing that post title made me want to listen to that song (entitled Title Of The Song, incidentally). Lemme pull up Grooveshark...

Grooveshark is loading. So yesterday was my first day of work. After class, I went straight home because I needed to change clothes. After all, what restaurant in Weimar wouldn't want a svelte young man in a tie working for them? I know that if I owned a restaurant, "svelte" would be under the requirements for employment. Slightly because it has like seventy letters but only one syllable. And it has an "sv" in it. Who is that svelte young lad, anyway?
Man, any girl would be lucky to date that guy. Oh right, it's me. Apparently standing next to a fire extinguisher... I don't remember that part. Working at the cafe was surprisingly not panicked! As soon as I got there, the guy whose shift I was taking over started explaining how things work. His name is Jason. It went a little something like this:

Jason: at the register So Pottkaffee is number 6, so you press 6-Ware. Then they also ordered Stachelbeerekuche, klein, so 31-Ware. Then total it.

Me: starting to panic Uh huh.

Jason: And see, it comes out minus the 19% VAT so that has to be added at the end.

Me: sweating Yeah.

Jason: And try to get this done quickly, because we're right in the way of the cooking.

Me: awkwardly stepping out of the way of a steaming pile of clean dishes Okay.

Jason: handing me the towel Okay, well good luck.

Me: drooling like an idiot Uh huh.

But between cleaning dishes, making coffee, and practicing saying "I accidentally burned the restaurant down" in German, I managed to get the hang of it. Remember the story last post about Goethe's wife, Christiane? I had always had respect for her. She wasn't very spectacular-looking, and definitely not very rich, but she had the chutzpah to approach Johann Wolfgang von Goethe, an already well-established writer and civic official, and ask for a job for her brother. He got a job and she got a lifelong relationship. What's more, she was able to direct Goethe's attention away from Charlotte von Stein without even trying. The owner of the cafe was a lot like that. She wasn't particularly pretty, and never had much opportunity for anything. She told me all about growing up in the DDR behind the iron curtain. She wanted to study a lot of different things, but the strict school system forced her to stay on the same track her entire life. Jeans were forbidden in the school, as was anything too flashy. Cars were allocated by the government, albeit for extremely cheap (though extremely crappy). And even though her mom and dad had at one point owned their own shop, after the wall went up, they were forced to stop the business.

There were good things about it too, according to her. Social well-being was pretty much always guaranteed and 200 DDR-marks were enough to get you through a month. Everybody, for the most part, seemed content with what they had. Very little unemployment, too. I asked if she ever wanted to go back to that system, and she told me this:

"After the change, everything seemed fine for a time. Everyone was curious about the outside world, but after just a short while, the people began to see the social injustice. Capitalism works wonders for those with money, and those with the ability and resources to earn money, but for others, the civilization treads on them. The system is fueled by money, and so money is all that anyone cares about anymore. Where is the art? What happened to the empathy for those things of substance in the world? It has become a much colder place. But would I ever want to go back to the way things were? Absolutely not. This system gave me the ability to own my own restaurant and book store, and everything in here is my own. This is my own oven, my own table, my own dough and pans and coffee. I wouldn't trade that freedom for anything."

She is of the opinion that American capitalism and the socialism seen in the DDR both have a lot wrong with them. She said the world was holding its breath and hoping Obama would be someone to incorporate a mix of the two into the best of both worlds. I'm not so sure it'll work out. Laissez faire, y'all.

By the end of the shift, I had forgotten her name. I asked again:

Christiane.

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

I make my OWN adventures.

Today is not a good day for homework.
First of all, the internet connection keeps crapping out over here. I was downstairs in the veranda (I know, right?) trying to work on it, but I wasn't able to access http://www.dict.leo.de/, which just happens to be the best source of German words and their meanings ever. So I did all my in-book homework, which took maybe 20 minutes.

Ah well. On the way to school, guess what I saw!

No.

No.

No.

No, that's just dumb.

Seriously?

No.

No, but close.

Exactly! A cat trying to get into the front of a Renault.
Hey you, cut that out. You're a cat, not a mechanic. You don't even have opposable thumbs.


After school, it was time for an adventure. I wandered aimlessly into a Gamestop, and was shocked to find that the price of a brand new PS3 game was 65 euros. According to Google's money translator, that's over $400,000! "Bah," I remarked, as I walked on. The next stop was a bakery. I bought a bread thing with things on it. And ate it. Feeling chunky, I decided to walk home. I was a little despondent at not having found the adventure I was looking for. But while I was hanging my head and kicking an object on the ground while sulking with my hands in my pockets except for my thumbs, I came across exactly the adventure I was looking for: A slug.

Now, wherever you're from, I'm sure you're told whatever you're told. But lemme tell you- where I come from, when we see a slug on the ground, you can be sure it's time to SLUG IT OUT.Yeah, it's time to duel alright. Oh god, what's that? It's heading for a book I left on the ground! Jesus!
TIME TO GET MAD. I busted out everything I had at the slug. With a bestial yell that shook the very earth, I began to unleash all my fury.But the slug kept at it! The relentless barrage of slug-toward-book made me begin to doubt I could win it. But I kept fighting. They say there are no atheists in foxholes. I now believe the saying also applies to duels such as these.
But what's that? It looks like the slug is beginning to hang its head! Could it be? Was it possible that I defeated the horrible, book-stealing satan-spawn?
Ha! The slug was running away! THE DAY IS MINE. I threw my head back and let loose a victory cry at the top of my lungs. Now go back to your nest, your camp, your narrow gaps between plants and/or bricks, slug, and tell your comrades that I'll be ready for them anytime they think they can take a fight. I'll be waiting.
I encountered three more slugs on the way home. And you better believe I dueled EVERY SINGLE ONE OF THEM.

We toured the Goethe-Museum today, too. It's so interesting to see the house almost exactly how it was left back in 1867 or so, when Goethe's last grandson died. The house is HUGE, and it was given to Goethe as a gift from Herzog Karl August, the Herzog of Weimar back in the day. I'll tell you the story. But first, lemme go refill my water bottle. I just got some Mucinex and I'm itchin' to take it.

Back. Man, the water bottles here are far too large to refill in the sink. I had to go all the way downstairs and fill it in the shower. Anyway, like I was saying: Johann Wolfgang von Goethe was born in Frankfurt and lived his first 16 years there. Then he went to a University somewhere (I can't really remember where) where he studied to become a lawyer like his dad. But after deciding becoming a lawyer kind of blows, he started traveling and writing a little bit. He was in Frankfurt when Karl August came through and invited him to come to Weimar. Originally just as a visit, Goethe ended up living in Weimar for something like 50 years. While living here, he wrote his first book, "Die Leiden des Jungen Werthers" (The Sorrow of Young Werther) which was a series of letters from Werther to a girl he loved. Unfortunately, her heart already belonged to another, so Werther shot himself. The suicide rate all over Germany went way up for young men after the book was published. Hmm...

After that, Goethe started having a thing for Charlotte von Stein, a woman of nobility who lived here in Weimar. She was married, though, so the two were just close friends. They would write each other very often, until one day a decade later, when Goethe left for Italy for two years without so much as telling Charlotte or Karl August. Charlotte became pretty offended, needless to say. But when he came back, Karl August gave him the house I toured today. Huge, yellow, and in the middle of the city, it both increased my knowledge and appreciation of Goethe's life, and gave me some pretty annoying allergies (hence the Mucinex). While on the way home from somewhere one day, Goethe (who was the minister in charge of the library in Weimar thanks to his close ties with Karl August) was approached by a young lady with the name of Christiane Vulpius. She was looking for work for her brother, who each year had sent a letter to Karl August asking for employment, but had been ignored. Goethe got him a job in the library, but immediately fell in love with Christiane. The two of them moved into Goethe's house, but also had a white house built a few blocks away right on the river Ilm. It's still there too. Here is a picture of the big yellow house I was talking about, the one I toured.

Well, the two of them had kids without getting married (what is this world coming to!?) and then got married 17 years later. Extremely interesting, super great story, and it all worked out in the end. Goethe and Christiane ended up together, and Karl August stayed with him his entire life. I assume Charlotte von Stein ended up okay too, but I'm too lazy to look it up on wikipe- er, go research it.

Then I bought a razor! I haven't shaved yet. I'll do that either tonight or tomorrow morning. And as soon as I figure out a way to get these pictures from my phone onto the computer, I'll show another adventure I had today. It's super wonderful. I guarantee (why can I never spell that word right the first time?) it. Here are some more pictures from today, though.


Yeah, that's a poster for Faust: The Rock Opera. Yeah, I do have a new goal in Weimar. Yeah, it does involve dressing up like Gene Simmons and reading 19th century German literature. That's on fire.

Tuesday, June 1, 2010

The next day!

Last night was interesting. I was in a pretty bad mood at about 7 PM, which made me not really want to go to a bar called M18 (which has the address Marienstrasse 18, coincidentally), where the tutors said they would meet us. I did anyway, and tried to make the most of it. Well, after a half hour of nothing really happening, I was approached by the girl who finally made it here last night from Atlanta, Jessica Barnard. We started talking, and three hours later, after we had traded entire life stories, we went back and she showed me pictures of her fiance, Erik. Erik is the coolest person I've ever heard of for some reason. He's really into cooking, half Korean, and apparently very clumsy. Erik, if you ever read this, you're my best friend in the whole world. Let's hang out.

Waking up this morning was quite easy! I set my cell phone alarm again, but also downloaded and used the College Alarm Clock, which made my computer start to play the hour-and-a-half-long song by Enya, Celtic Melt, at 7:30. Aside from the freezing cold, this morning was alright. I went downstairs and had breakfast (German breakfast is ridiculous awesome) and took the bus to school.

So after school, it was time for a walking tour of Weimar. Now normally, I'm certainly not one for walking tours... in fact, I'd go as far as to say that they suck, and pretty hard at that. But this one was alright. I'd contend that it was mediocre, even. The reason? The fact that the tour guide was speaking German forced me to pay attention. And also, the things we passed toward the end of the tour were just amazing. Like this thing:It was bombed out by the allies. Next to it was a staircase leading down to a grotto (yes, grotto) with a statue of William Shakespeare. And on the ridge overlooking the statue was a set of artificial ruins for aesthetic purposes only. I didn't know there was such a thing. It was kind of awesome.

After the tour, we passed by Goethe's house, Schiller's house, Herder's house and Martin Luther's house.

Afterward, I decided to go get groceries. So I passed by some cops, and asked them where the nearest Aldi (the best supermarket there is) was. He told me it was about a 15-minute walk away, and discouraged walking due to how far it was. Excuse me? Do you know who I am? Do you know the adventures Joey Slater and I take at Tech almost daily? 15 minutes is nothing compared to the 9.5 miles we walked one day JUST FOR THE HELL OF IT. I made it in 10.

Take that, society.

So I bought Hungarian salami. It was wrapped in what looked like ash and was really heavy. Also, I bought mustard and rolls.

As I was coming back, I caught a glimpse of my reflection in a window. My jacket pockets were full of the stuff I bought, and it sort of looked like I was trying to hide it all and steal it. So I decided (for some reason) it would be just a swell idea to shout "ja, eigentlich habe ich viel geklaut!" (yes, actually I did steal a lot!) Long story short, a police officer heard me and I had to show him the receipt. I find it baffling I've managed to survive this long sometimes.




And then I made a sandwich out of salami and mustard and bread!


It was AWESOME!








Also, today was my first day of substantial homework. The internet access in this house is so awful. I did it in between periods of internet downtime. I listened to the hour-and-forty-minute song I just downloaded by Enya in the meantime.

Tomorrow is more touring. Well, more class, and then more touring. And then more homework. And hopefully no more getting stern talkings-to by cops.